Oh my...its been too long and I have so many different things that I could talk about!
Right now my best friend Cathy is staying at my house with me because she moved out of her place and her boyfriend has left for texas as well. We thought it would be nice to see each other for a whole week seeing as we haven't made the time to see each other in like 2 or 3 months. Mostly we just sit around and do the normal stuff that I would do anyways. However, due to her being here, I am not bored and therefore I don't have the time to work on the stuff I thought I would be doing this week as a result of being bored.
As for other stuff...I think I may be falling in love...WHOA...I know I have been fatally immature when it comes to knowing if I'm in love and whatnot, but this time is...well its no different. Is love supposed to knock you out and dress up in drag to get you to notice it and announce its presence? If so then I've never been in love because love has never done that for me. It's always a mystery. All I know is that at certain times I find myself caring a lot about certain people and certain people make me feel really good and I call that love. Okay, so that wasn't very eloquent but then again is love supposed to be eloquent? or is that just how our society has constructed it to be? Perhaps I'm just afraid and a little reluctant to commit to being in love right now...I have had a rough year (if you don't believe just read this blog from the beginning and add on to the beginning of it the fact that I was recovering from a breakup of a 2yr relationship) and I want to make sure I am in love before I start letting myself get all caught up in it. I also want to make sure that whoever it is, is worth the trouble that love can be sometimes. Well don't I sound like the pessimist right there? And as far as the loveable character whom I may be falling in love with...well I have a little something special planned for him this weekend, but ssshhh, don't tell him! lol.
Also, I leave in almost two weeks for a foreign country that I have absolutely no exposure to except in gay porn films and even that is probably not real...lol...but it should be tons of fun and tons of expensiveness. Life is on hold until I get back from there...so don't expect much more of these things or often ones cause I can't be blogging when Im packing and then partying in Europe.
posted by RPF @ 1:18 PM
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