Consummated Randomness

I wish, I wish...

Two work days left this week. Two full weeks left of work. Three full weeks from friday I will be hopping my first cross atlantic flight and heading towards Prague. Through all my bitching, the summer is flying right by...however I have been extremely exhausted this week and I wish it was friday right now. I wish it was June 24th right now because I am getting restless and I want to go do something extraordinary. I wish it was August 8th right now because I know that 6 weeks is a long time to be away from home...no matter how much you are enjoying yourself. I wish it was August 25th right now because I need to get back to school and start learning again. I wish it was the end of Fall semester right now because it's going to be a tough semester and it should be extremely satisfying when it is over. I wish it was summer of '06 right now because I hope to be back out at Philmont working all summer; I miss the mountains, the dry air, the smoking out in nature bit, the beautiful spare time for inner thought and peaceful solitude. I wish it was graduation time december '06 because by then I should have my thesis completed, graduating with highest honors, and headed to a superb grad school the following fall (maybe berkeley). I wish I had my phD...okay you get the point. I'm annoyed with this current stagnation in my life...I want to get on with the fun schooling. There is no sarcasm in that statement, whatsoever.

On another subject...I ran almost five miles tonight. I ran to the point where my legs gave out before my lungs did...which means I'm getting back into shape. My goal is to have a body similar to what it was when I graduated highschool by the time halloween comes around because I have a reallly cool idea for an outfit (I think its outrageously cool, more conservative, mainstream people might disagree). I'm gonna have to continue running everyday (I've missed a few here and there) and continue my running in Prague. Then when I get back to Gville I need to continue my running and hit up the gym...I also need to seriously adjust my eating habits...one sloppy restaurant meal per week...the rest needs to be healthy, homemade food.

Anyways, I'm being distracted on AIM and I'm headed to bed soon.

posted by RPF @ 7:40 PM