Consummated Randomness

Just a quick update

You would think that by the time my sixth semester of college rolled around, I would be used to finals week and not leave everything to the last minute. However, you would think wrong! I have so much work to do that I should have been working on it since thursday but I haven't. I let thursday slip away due to lack of motivation and partying hard the night before (afterall it was 4/20) and friday was consumed by work, meetings for prague, and hanging out with friends. Finally, yesterday was the beginning of my torture and to help out I decided to try adderall. Boy did it help! I wish i could be that focused naturally because if I was, I would be working on my senior thesis right now and graduating soon with a 4.0 and a very promising future in academia ahead of me. I spent most of my day yesterday working on my paper for my take home final exam in my women's studies course. It is only five pages long but I re-wrote most of it like 3 times because adderall also tends to bring out my perfectionist side which has sort of been hidden lately. I'm lazy, what can I say, and I happen to be getting A's in very challenging courses without being a perfectionist so I don't bother. This is sad for me to say however because I take great pride in my work(most times). How many people in college, do you know, that will openly admit that they love writing papers and perfecting them when time permits? So, with the enjoyable experience of writing my paper now in the past, I must look forward and realize the hell that is going to become my life for the next 5 days. Today is going to be a huge reading day and hopefully Ill have the time and motivation to write practice answers to my political theory essay questions. Then tomorrow I shall dedicate more time to political theory and go through the notes for my lone multiple choice exam. Then tuesday and wednesday after my exams I need to prepare for my thursday exams.

shit, I just realized that this update is turning out to be longer than I wanted it to be and it was starting to get really boring as well. ummm....other things to know: finals finished thursday, trip to keys with gary(nicole dropped out because of work) friday thru next wednesday, working at express until I find a better job when i get back and probably hanging out with john more than a bit before I go off to Prague (he's a really cool guy, I think) let's see, what else is important...okay, cant think of anything which is my key to get back to studying. Later.

posted by RPF @ 10:58 AM