I'm back--wasting away in the keys, tired as hell, and oh so anxious to get to gville tomorrow night to see Shrezzie. I can't believe it is actually here and that I survived the six weeks away from him...at times I thought I would die. Now I suppose it's time to see if our relationship is going to survive the six weeks I was away from him.
posted by RPF @ 7:05 PM
Wreckless, out-of-control on the inside but still the image of control and happiness on the outside. I once was in love with an amazing person...I did something which started a chain reaction that then later left me broken and hopeless, wondering if the world is really this cruel...I had pure happiness in my arms and one immature, confused decision slowly tore him from my embrace. I'm left picking up the pieces and wandering the world looking for other pieces of my soul. Currently I am teaching other people in this world to better themselves and seek within them the power to do whatever they want, without limiting themselves because of the judgment of others. In other words, I'm as happy as can be, but I'm still incomplete and I believe this incompleteness will cause me to forever float with the wind until I find my anchor once again.
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